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DID U EVER REALLY LOVE ME?
DID U EVER REALLY CARE?
DID U REALLY TELL ME THE TRUTH,
WEN U SED UD ALWAYS B THERE?

BUT NOW I SEE,
I CAN SEE THE LIE.
ALL I CAN DO IS STARE,
AS I WATCH U PASS BY.

I SEE U WIT HER,
I SEE THE LOVE I MISS.
N HOW I LONG,
4 A TENDER,LONG KISS.

SHE TOOK U AWAY,
AWAY FROM TRU LOVE.
N NOW U BROKE MY HEART,
NOW I GONE 2 REST UP ABOVE.

I CANT LIVE WITOUT U,
I TOLD U THIS B4.
NOW UR HEARTS BROKEN,
WEN U SEE ME ON THE FLOOR.

U SEE THE LOVE U ALSO MISSED,
N ALL THE TIMES WE SHARED.
U SEE HOW SRRY U WERE,
N HOW MUCH ID CARED.

MY LIMBS R BROKEN,
ALL TWISTED ALL ROUND.
NOW U SEE HOW MEAN U WERE,
AS U LOOK DOWN W/A FROWN.

IM GONE NOW,
I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE.
UR LIFES A MISERY,
ITS ALL IN UR FACE.

ITS ALL UR FAULT,
U BROKE MY HEART.
ITS BEEN THAT WAY,
FROM THE VERY START.

I HOPE UR HAPPY,
I DIED 4 U.
THIS IS HOW I FEEL,

I STILL LOVE U

I MISS U

The way ud listen 2 every word id say
Is 1 of the things i miss every single day
The way ud hold me so warm n so tight
Thatd make everything in the world seem jus right
The stolen glances the long lovin stares
How u were always there wen it seemed no1 else cares
How no matter wut ud always make me smile
How u were my inspiration 2 make it thru every trial
It seemed so perfect our futures right in our hands
Jus how much u meant 2 me no1 understands
ur happier now i guess i shud b 2
But the fact is im missin u
Seein u happy makes life 4 me hard 2 bare
Knowin we cuda had made it but u dont even care
The hardest parts losin the trust we both had
Now knowin u dont confide in me makes me so sad
My love is still tru n the fact is im missin u.

Jus A Dream

Had a dream last night,it was so real
Now I think I kno,how ud feel
Saw ur face so clear,ur eyes bright 2
It was jus a dream,I cud swear it was u
Thought I felt ur skin,as u lay by my side
My hair whisked from my face,as u did in 1 stride
Felt my body get warm,n I melted closer 2 u
It was jus a dream,I cud swear it was u
ur voice was the same,as ive heard u talk 2 me
The words were soft n sincere,u made me believe
Heard a crack in ur voice,as u spoke of me n u
It was jus a dream,I cud swear it was u
Smelled the scent of ur cologne,as ur hand held mine
Brought my heart 2 skip a beat,the feelin was divine
I fell in love in this dream,I must tell u its tru
It was jus a dream,But I cud swear it was U

EVERYTHING

I kno that u notice me
our eyes lock everyday.
But fear of being rejected is keepin me away.
I feel I have a burnin desire
way down deep.
I wish we had a love 2 share,
a love 2 save n keep.
I want to b 2gether now,
goin wit the flow
n sumtimes,I wonder how,
we can make it go.
ur the 1,
Id give the sun.
Even the old pale moon.
If only 4 a second,
wed b 2gether soon.
Then 1 night u
whispered those words Ive longed 2 hear.
"I love u"
but,u dont love me,my dear.
That was long ago,
the feelins all 2 clear.
I kno now u meant those words
n how ud draw me near.
But 1ce u got attached 2 me,
I had to let u go.
cuz of a higher power,
n of things we didnt kno.
We were friends,
the best ever made.
But,I remember those words,
in my heart theyre saved.
But now u say,
that u were thinking,
n take those thoughtful words away.
My heart is now sinkin.
It killed me inside,
I ran to hide,
From u, wut cud I say?
How cud u take back such a thing?
Three lil words,that 2 me,meant EVERYTHING.

The Word Love

Loves such a powerful word.
That can take advantage of u.
u never kno wut 2 expect.
From sumin thats supposed 2 b tru.
u learn 2 trust a person.
n they always let u down.
Theyre supposed 2 b there 4 u.
But they never come around.
They lie 2 u n break ur heart.
Even tho they sed they never wud.
u fell 4 em so fast.
Lyk u never thought u cud.
They tell u they love u.
At 1st theyre so sincere.
But then they rip n tear ur heart.
Thats wut I most fear.
Loves such a powerful word.
That can cause u so much pain.
How can u lose so much.
Wen its love ur supposed to gain.

I sed yes...

u held my hand n touched my face.
I fell in love in ur warm embrace.
"ur so beautiful" u sed ova n again.
Now Im jus a victory 2 brag 2 ur friend.
I new sumwhere sumhow this was 2 good 2 b tru.
Its all so clear now.
All it takes is a sweet line n ur good 2 go.
u jus play wit my mind so i sed yes
Only cuz I think its tru.
n wen u didnt call I think "What did i do?"
I shudda known by the kiss goodnight.
The usual "Ill call u 2morrow" didnt sound as bright.
So now uve won cuz,2 u,this is a game.
n 2morrow 2 a different girl ull do the same.
I still love u tho I must confess...
u played me lyk monopoly n I sed YES

Daddy Her hair was up in a ponytail
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called,
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
For a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
Another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another dead beat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her,
As she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
And ice cream in a cone.
and though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me,
Even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat
Beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much,
He's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.
You see he was a fireman
And died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
And taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
It's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
And saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.
I know you're with me Daddy,"
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far.

Unaware

You Yawn ;
A baby is born.
Your Tired;
Someone's fired
You try to sleep, your trying;
A little girl is alone in her room crying.
You start to dream, your flying;
Someone is also lying in their bed;
dying

ys life always so cruel?
Is life gon always treat me lyk a fool
r u supposed 2 b sad all the time
Is the world such a bad crime
y does life always hurt
It feels as if my face is gettin pushed in dirt
Lifes a big puzzle thats hard 2 figure out
Wud this place b fun?That I doubt
y does it seem 2 b comin 2 this
Its as if every word now adays is jus a diss
y does it feel lyk I been stabbed in the back
Fears of life i still 2 lack
I dont wanna live this life no more
I jus wanna die,drop 2 the floor
Sumtimes i wish i cud have a knife
But now i have realized this is the real world.This is LIFE

AmErIcA
United States of America,
The Red,White,n Blue.
Stars n Stripes on the flag,
Its all very tru.
There r 50 states,
n Washington DC.
America the Beautiful,
the land of the free.
Before September 11th,
U.S. was a happier place.
There were 2 tall buildings,
Now ashes r in their space.
Many more ppl were alive.
Now they r missin n wantin 2 survive.
Every1 has been affected,
Deep down inside.
Its brought us all 2gether,
n now we have great pride

Scared

should i love him
should i even try
or will i get hurt
and want to die
should i tell him how i feel
will he feel the same
he makes me so happy
and my heart go insane
i didnt know him long
but i still feel this
i dont know whats going on
but theres something in his kiss
i love the way he looks at me
i love the way he talks
i love the way he cares for me
i love the way he walks
i love everything i can about him
i wish hed love me too
but im to scared to say
i love you
what if im wrong
what if its not love
im almost certain
he was 2 b sent 2 me from above
i care about him more then anybody
anyone ive ever known
i love him now more then ever
and i know my love has grown
i miss him every minute that passes
when hes not next to me
i wish there was a easier way
that i could make him see
i dont want to have to wonder 'what if'
so i guess i should tell him how i feel
i hope he loves me too and
hell realize im just being real
what if he hurts me
what if he wont catch me wen i fall
what if he lies
what he dont love me...at all..

My Everything

I wonder wut ur doing
Where u r,or if ull call
What is it ur thinkin
Am i in ur thoughts at all?

u want sum1 who wont hurt u
In a million years or longer
Its 2 bad that u jus cant see
My feelins growin stronger

Standin right in front of u
Lookin u in the eye
u still dont see me in that way
It makes me want 2 cry

I kno its kind of stupid
But ur in my dreams at night
I dont see how it cud b wrong
cuz it seems so right

Ever since I met u
u bcame a part of me
ur my World,my Everything
It seems so meant 2 b

I cant imagine livin
My life witout u there
But lately thats how its been
Its as if u dont care

u been busy with ur X
If ur happy,then its fine
If that sounded lyk a lie,it was.
I want u 2 b mine

u say she wont hurt u again
Or make that mistake 2ce
But how can u b sure of that
Heres sum advice

Apparently shes perfect now,
n "changed",or so u say
That shudnt stop u from movin on
2morros another day

The 1

Wen I 1st met u,
Love wasnt there.
But at that moment,
I didnt care.
Then I matured,
n so did u,
I then found out,
That my love was tru.
Ur the guy of my dreams,
Ur the star in my sky,
But still u dunno,
N thats cuz Im shy.
Then finally on,
The very last day,
I took ur hand,
N led u away.
Away from the world,
I spilled out my heart,
N thats wen I knew,
That our love wud start.
Now were 2getha,
Happy n free,
Ill stay by ur side,
Til I cant breath.
N even after,
Weve passed away,
My love 4 u,
Wont fade away.

til 4eva

Every day I try
2 4get bout u
But sumin brings u back
Its jus that thing u do
Ur contagious smile
The sparkle in ur eyes
The way u make me laugh
N how I see right thru ur lies
Ur mysterious personality
The way u walk down the hall
How u try 2 sound so tuff
Yet,sumtimes seem so small
Its jus the small things
That I seem 2 notice
They seem 2 keep u in my heart
N yet,u seem oblivious
Or r u jus ignorin
The feelins I have 2wards u
Trying not 2 get hurt again
Seems 2 b the best thing 2 do
I kno where ur comin from
I kno I been there 2
But everything seems 2 point this way
Ur jus 2 good 2 b tru
I kno there r others
From whom I cud choose
But my heart desires u
N this Ill never loose
I havent shut the door
In fact,its standin wide open
Ur jus the only 1
That ever seems 2 walk in
All I knos I believe
That we belong 2getha
U need 2 kno,I love u
From now til 4eva

I only think bout u,
I wish u only new,
How u changed my life,
Y did u leave me at a time lyk this,
Y did u lie,
It makes me cry,
Cant u see,
Ur hurtin me,
I loved u 1ce,
How cud I b so dunce,
Its all ur fault,
I wish I was in a special place,
Where I wuddnt have 2 deal w/this case,
All those lies really hurt
They even pushed me in the dirt,
It hurts 2 see,
That that was me,
I want this pain 2 go away,
So y did I go ur way?

Love

I love the thoughts u write me,
I love the things u say.
The words u whisper 2 me almost every single day.
I love ur hands jus holdin mine
N wen u stroke my hair.
I love 2 kno u think of me.
I love 2 kno u care.
I love the u smile at me,
I love ur laugh,so much.
The way u walk,the way u talk,
Ur gentle kiss n touch.
I love the way u love me
I love all the things u do
Cuz more than nething
Im so in love w/u

Crush

Everyday we pass in the hall,
Sumtimes talkin n others not.
Wenever he waves a friendly hello.
O how I wish that it were more.
Jus 1ce his grin wud b 4 me.
I kno his heart belongs 2 another
N so does mine,but how 2 change.
I have tried 2 4get my feelins,
But they will not leave my heart.
Can I really help who I love?
Only a select few kno the secret.
How I wait n think of nething 2 say.
Jus 2 b seen by him n lookin 2wards my way.
2 hide this teenage crush wud b a sin.
But wut shall I do,in the meantime.
I rush up behind him in the hall,
Waitin 4 him 2 see me n turn,
I always act surprised wen he looks.
O wut cud I do 2 turn his attention?
Unfortunately the 1 who stole his heart,
Has her own crush n fails 2 see.
This sweet longin guy that only wants her,
How evil cud she b 2 turn him away.
As tho he were a rottin piece of meat.
Nehow,he shall never go out w/me.
But my heart sees differently,only fate will tell.
My dreams dont help,leadin me astray.
So who do I love or who shall I b wit?
That mystery at hand shall never b known.
2 which I blush wen he looks at me,
Or how I wait by my locker til he leaves,
O cursed teenage love,how evils such.
My mind thinks 1 way,as my heart anotha.
I wait online jus 2 talk 2 him at night.
How I can tell him nething,except this crush